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Thursday, April 29, 2004
hmm..suppose 2 b studyin nw..argh!! act wanted go n haf lunch wif xiao wei..bt den she say nvm la..we both go hm..cos lata gt ptm..den a bit rush..i agree la..so i came hm lo..n haf maggie..haha..if had lunch wif her..den can study oso..haha.. bt oh well..nvm..i reali cant study @ hm..hw?? my parents oso dun like mi go out study..haix..sianx..reali veri sianx..there r so many distractions in my life lo..i reali cant focus..i dun haf tt self-discipline in mi..or self-motivation..wat shld i do?! argh..im so lost in life man..i dun noe wat i reali wan..hw come ppl dun study hard oso can do well..n hw they study?
mayb i juz wan some1 2 understand mi..2 noe mi inside out..im like stuck im part of my life nw..cant move..though e days r movin pass mi..haix..sometimes i reali wonder..bt there is no ans yet..wat is my purpose in livin..when i suffer? aft sufferin i still haf 2 die ma..rite? hmm..k..i'll nt say i always suffer..there r reali gd times..
2day reflection was abt e last moment b4 u go 2 bed everynite..cant reali rem..bt its sth abt dis guy..b4 gg 2 bed he wil tink of e mistakes/bad tings he did tt day..he ended up hittin myself cos he cant 4gif himself..aft a few mths..so he decided 2 change..everynite b4 he slp..he will tink of e gd tings he did in tt day..den he gt beta..he noes he did gd tings though he made mistakes..n so he could 4gif himself.. hmm..tinkin of doin tt..mayb it will help mi get over my failin life..den i wun tinkim a failure..
@ hm i always start tinkin of those unhappy stuff...y arx?!?! mayb cos im alone..n feelin lonely ba..haix..nvm..muz try stay happy ya? -smilex-
piano*gal >.<
-silent wispers- if onli i can turn e clock back..i'll choose my path of life again..
thinking of you @ 4:30 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =